|reading back and posting new
||[Jul. 22nd, 2009|05:17 pm]
The Broken Clockwork Soldier
To make a wry understatement, I have had plenty of time on my hands the last few months and I will admit I am going a bit stir crazy.
I have been kind of mopey as well, which is odd as I am at the top of my game. I graduated college in may, I got commissioned as a Second Lieutenant in June. I got a great woman in my life who treats me better than I probably deserve. I got my health.
Want I do not have right now is any paycheck, I am doing some labor here and there for various people, it isn't steady and it is not that often, it gives me some beer money. I need to do stuff mainly to kill time. My girlfriend works decent hours but the problem is that I don't and I feel like I get all weird and needy. I know what it is like when people want to do things and I worked all day or work the next day, and I am not trying to be that guy.
I exercise with a buddy here and there, but it is not to the degree that Rick Grace and me worked out. I am trying to get myself back into some kind of program. I also note that I really miss the gym, I do not have a membership anywhere. I really like to run outside, but I like to do my strength training in doors.
In the next few weeks some of my friends are going to be back in town, so that will help me get out of my rut. Then the suckage is that my woman starts school and then it will be hard to see her as often.
I have been re reading some of my old posts. I note that not a lot about Andy has changed in the last few years. I still use funny one liners and I have a penchant for over exaggerating. I read back to when I first started posting, right after I got back to work at the county. I note that I was very lonely and drunk a lot.
I figure I will start posting more as things come up, certainly I will post a bunch when I am at The Basic School as new and exciting things will be happening. That or the same old shit just with a different flavor will be happening and I will compare and contrast that.